Story that i wrote when i was younger... all the "............" are just where i left off and started back up, i'm weird and had to do it ( Titled: Nikki )

Okay,
well, heres an update on my recent activities.
My parents discovered i was bulimic.
I got to a new recent low weight. 115.4
just weighed myself like an hour ago after a binge 124.8
AWESOME.
right back to where i was in august.
Fuck my life! i hate me!

 So my boyfriend is a lifeguard and i asked if any girls hit on him today and he said "there was this one really skinny anorexic girl that kept waving at me." it totally motivated me to be skinnier than her even though i didn't see here. 

Ehhh not a binge day, but def. not a good one either.

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